{"id":131,"date":"2015-02-21T01:27:45","date_gmt":"2015-02-21T01:27:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/solosurvior.com\/?p=131"},"modified":"2015-02-21T01:27:45","modified_gmt":"2015-02-21T01:27:45","slug":"finished","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/?p=131","title":{"rendered":"Finished"},"content":{"rendered":"<p lang=\"en-AU\">I awaken this morning and notice a shift. It seems like I have spent the last fifty odd years fighting for my very survival in one form or another. But today, all the fight has left me. I have no energy left.it just seems all so meaningless, pointless. I am tired and have no will to continue. Thriving seems to be an impossible dream.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"en-AU\">I am a complete mess! Tears are flowing; there is no incentive to get out of bed. I have no will to go on. Nothing interests me &#8211; usually I can distract myself, or find something to help shift me from this space &#8211; today I have nothing. I can&#8217;t concentrate to read or even watch TV. I don&#8217;t even have the energy to be anxious &#8211; I am numb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I awaken this morning and notice a shift. It seems like I have spent the last fifty odd years fighting for my very survival in one form or another. But today, all the fight has left me. I have no&#8230;<br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/?p=131\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ptsd"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/131","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=131"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/131\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":132,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/131\/revisions\/132"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/solosurvior.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}